I Want to Stand on My Own Two Feet and Become Stronger

Last Saturday morning, I woke up with a swollen face. I had cried myself to sleep the night before, and I knew as soon as I woke up that the swelling was due to all the crying that I did. I needed to find my own apartment as soon as possible. So, I got out of bed, took a shower, got dressed, grabbed a piece of toast, and quickly left to go to the Summer Grove Apartments complex that is located nearby. It is a complex that I had been hoping my ex-fiance and I could move into, but since we had broken up the night before, I was ready to get a place there of my own.

I am now planning to stay single for as long as I need to. I spent a lot of years chasing different guys, and it has always brought a lot of drama and trouble to my life. I’m done with that. I need to learn how to stand on my own two feet and stop depending on other people when it comes to trying to find happiness. I need to find happiness Within Myself. I think this will make me stronger, and less naive. The guy that I have lived with living with is cheating on me with two other women. I want to learn how to find guys to treat me better than that.

We have been living together for a better part of a year. During that time, he made comments often about not wanting to ever be married. I wondered why that was. It didn’t take me too long to figure out he didn’t want to be married because he has a problem with commitment, and he likes to remain free so that he can be a cheater. But after he refused to give up either one of the women that I found out that he was dating, I realized that I need and want better in life.

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